All this thought and reflection about this inner outer body which has executed my true thought processes has gotten me also thinking about how we always find ourselves most unmotivated and never-on coming cliche- reaching our goals. there was always this voice inside me which told me not to worry because the answers were never up to me and the worrying was not condusive.
however, I chose to ignore it like a red traffic light at 3am with no other cars. It helps to realise that there is a horrible part of our creation which wants o hold us back from being happy- that is how it feeds off. I have tried many times to tell myself that I can be better- but all my comparing with other students and competitiveness always held me back from realising that I cant be any better than i already!… I feel like these are things we should know and writters shouldn’t have to write ‘Best Sellers’ to get the message across.
